Today was my 30th day.Fer some odd reason 'er another I was expecting a little something. Kindda like magic dust fallin on my head, making me feel better about my life 'er what not! LOL though boy was that far from happening. I did however expect someone ta call me, anyone, just ta say Happy Birthday, though no one had.I had even called a few people ta tell them today was a day of celebration though I wasnt feelin' much in tha mood of celebrating. Invited Sissy ta go with us ta an Apple Orchard for my day if she was available. I think that hint flew rt. over her head she said she was gonna be perty busy. Though here's how this day went for us.
As soon as KK woke up this mornin' she ran & jumped on my bed, gave me a big hug & kiss & said," HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! What wud u like ta do today?" I replied with a bid hug & smile bk. & said," thank you baby, I love you so much as well. Today I think I'd just like ta stay home with you kids & maybe go eat dinner out tonight.Sound good ta you?" "That sounds fine with me mommy, it's your birthday we get ta do what ever you want it's your day today!" she said with excitement. I laid there holding her tightly next to me for as long as she would allow me too. KK isn't much of cuddling anymore nowadays. When she's up she's on tha go go go. Though whenever she is in tha cuddling mood I cherish every moment I have with her doin' so. Their dad popped up gave them some flowers & cards to give too me. They said tha flowers were from their dad & 1 of tha cards were as well & the other card was from tha 3 of them. Yeah I guess tha flowers were a thought, though I didn't care too much for the way in which they were given too me, therefore they were meaninless thru my eyes. As for his card, well it found it's way rt. into tha trash can! Tha childrens card was put into my scrapbook builders dwarer. That's a dwarer that I put all of the things that I'm gonna use ta make my next scrapbook page with. Tha girls were super excited that today was my day, they wanted ta go shoppin for me. Though I told them I didn't want anything for my day all I cud have ever want for any good birthday, I already had, which was them. Having another day with my children. When Madi went to her dad ta ask him if he wud take them shopping to find something for me for my birthday he replied with a no due to he claims that I'm tha toughest woman on eath ta shop for since I don't like jewelry nor make-up. I couldn';t help but ta reply with a somewhat of a snide remark of, "I'm not tough ta shop for, after all, I do have hobbies & interest, unlike some I know. Besides I dont' think anyone knows what I like better then my children."
As tha yrs. pass I thought I'd like a person more & more especially tha one which I had chosen ta have children with some yrs ago. Though I'm seemingly disliking him more & more as tha days pass. I find it ta be quite saddening actually.
Anyhoo, we spent tha day doin' a little fall cleaning. We tackled tha girls rooms once again from top-bottom. Even scrubbed tha walls & hung up a few new clothes orginizers for them. In hopes that these will take care of the "I can't find any clothes ta wear!" syndrome that tha girls seem ta live by. LOL
Afterwards we washed ourselves up, got some nice clean clothes on & went out ta eat. I wasnt sure as ta where I wanted ta eat. I would have liked to have gone to tha Cheesecake Factory though I didn't think that was gonna be a place for tha kids as of rt. yet. So I ditched that idea & went to Red Lobster. They were having tha Shrimp endless feast goin' on there. I was having a craving for some seafood & some of those cheesey biscuits they've become well known for. they were packed 20min. was our wait time so we shot on over to tha Hallmark Gold Crown store across tha way. Though we were wantin ta get some Baskin Robins Sugar Free Ice Cream b4 hand. That shop was cleared out & under construction, real bummer on our end. We burned our noses on all candle scents in that store then, went bk ta tha resturaunt. Just as we walked in they had called our name. I had ta wait 20mins on each new small dish of shrimp they brought out to me after my first plate. By tha time that had arrived, it's no wonder y so many people stay for so long or just don't pick that choice. They're once partially full tummies are on complete E by tha time tha refill plate arrives! Sorry though if I'm gonna spend $20+ on a dish of food,for myself, I'd best be walkin out with a satisified stomach! & my children, what ever amount is spend on their dishes, they'd best NOT b walkin out sayin' they're hungry! Which of course they did. This makin tha 2nd time, I don't think there's gonna b another anytime soon. Tha girls wanted some cheesecake though none of it looked appetizing ta me so we passed. On a promise we cud make our own NO BAKE CHEESECAKE, that wud prolly be better then theirs, @ home! Madi wanted me ta have some sort of Birthday cake & she wanted ta be tha one ta make it. Though it was gettin really late & none of us wanted ta wait ta bake one of any kind. We all loved cheesecake so she wanted ta make a Blueberry one, just for me! SO we shot on over to tha grocery store, got tha ingredients, went home, told them how ta make it. They did, all by themselves & it was tha best I've ever tasted! I was so proud of her! She's gonna be an awesome chef yet! Of course I shared it with tha children tha girls loved & devoured it. Small Fry well not sure if he liked it 'er not! LOL he ate tha first piece we gave him though not sure of how much made it to his gullet & how much of it actually made it as body paint! LOL